I knew it would not last! \"(

I knew it would not last.  Its saterday morning 9:30 am the oldest needed a bath cause he is leaving for a few hours, turned my back for a split second the little one crawled into the tub, cloths and all, so I called up to her to bring cloths down, woke her dumb but majesty up, so what its their kid. I'm angry, she said to me, yeh, you always turn tour back thats why their breaking stuff, "BUT" I guess it was ok in her eye's to take my only CD player out of my room, and the little one broke the atena right off--------------thats ok, I'm not suppose to get upset. I don't even know why I try with her, its senceless/useless. She came down, and I just came and crawled in my peanut shell......And I'll probably stay in here all day on Easter Sunday, whats the sence? I mean I have to go out and eat, I'm going to cook my own. I'm hungry for ROLAN--------Steak Roll, but I add hot mustard, pickles, onions, and bacon. I really wish that I could see Freddy, but its not possible, she broke her promise to me, said she would give me the money to go, nothing new, big deal happiness for one day,,,,,guess I should be greatfull for that day, mark it on a calander or some thing.                                                                                           Just Me!