I knew it was too good....
MY IVF JOURNEY IS OVER BEFORE IT BEGAN......I am out of the study....I have to have a MRI to check my glands and levels and and take nasty medicine for 3 weeks. I have been taking birth control for nothing. Today was one of the worst. I cried all day. I feel immensely sad and horrible.....All the hoping, praying, and feeling a small sense of it being my time was taken today within a 2 minute conversation. I drove 2 hours to hear this guy tell me this....I am so done... I am an utter disbelief that my hope of having a baby this fall is non-existent. Yet, somehow I have to pick myself up and keep going. I am out of this for a while. My heart hurts and it doesn't seem fair, but hey life ain't fair is it??
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NNNOOOO!!! Im so sad for you, I know you were so excited about this... but please don\'t lose hope...when one door closes, another one opens. Your time will come, somehow, somewhere..keep the faith, it\'s all we\'ve got right? Try to enjoy the gift of summer vacation and do something sweet for yourself, you deserve it! xo
Oh no - that is awful. Why did they tell you you weren\'t a candidate? Can they give you any advise as to how to proceed?
Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help.
Love Zed
Oh, crap. I am so sad, too. You will pick up and keep going but take the time you need. You have every right to be furstrated and mad. I am thinking of you.
Oh Im so sorry! I have to chant words my grandma would always say to me growing up (or I would never get up again ever): just tie another knot in that rope and hold on!. Praying so hard that God will quickly open another door. Hang in there friend. xoxo
I am so sorry to hear this. I remember being in a similar situation as you last year (different medical issue) when I was in a study. You are so hopeful, and then, poof, it\'s over. Please take some time for yourself, but don\'t give up on your dream of becoming a mother. Always remember, in every difficulty lies an opportunity.
Im sorry.....Im praying for you...Keep the Faith
Am so sorry luv but hang in there please. Just take some time to rest and put things in perspective. You\'ll feel a bit better soon and I just know you\'ll be fighting ready again. Until then we\'re all here for you.
I am so sorry. Life really isn\'t fair - you don\'t deserve this. I hope you can find another way. Hang in there. Big hugs!
I\'m so sorry. What a sad end to a journey that seemed so wonderful. Hoping you find the strength to continue your quest once this hurt has healed. XO :)
I am so sorry sweeite! I pray another door opens soon!
I\'m sorry...I know how you are feeling. If you need to talk I am here for you!
I so sorry. If you need me I always here...I will continue to keep you in thoughts and prayers...
Oh Honey I am so sorry...keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
I am soooooooo very sorry...Big (((HUG)))...this isn\'t the road for you at this time but you will find a way!!!