I knew it was too good....

MY IVF JOURNEY IS OVER BEFORE IT BEGAN......I am out of the study....I have to have a MRI to check my glands and levels and and take nasty medicine for 3 weeks. I have been taking birth control for nothing. Today was one of the worst. I cried all day. I feel immensely sad and horrible.....All the hoping, praying, and feeling a small sense of it being my time was taken today within a 2 minute conversation. I drove 2 hours to hear this guy tell me this....I am so done... I am an utter disbelief that my hope of having a baby this fall is non-existent. Yet, somehow I have to pick myself up and keep going. I am out of this for a while. My heart hurts and it doesn't seem fair, but hey life ain't fair is it??