I kissed a girl.... and I liked it....

Hot dang! Man I love that song..  Well.. Here I find myself. Smurfing the net. Searching for what?? No idea. Bubble gum for the mind, as I tap my foot to this new song I have decided to play over and over again. Hope Youtube cant track how many times a vid is played.. *blushes*  Well.. cant find any bubble gum for the mind.. SOO figured it was prime time to natter away on this thing I call the WHITE BOARD! Let what is running around in there like mad. What have I been doin?? Hmm well lets see.. 2 weeks ago I decided I no longer needed to be taking 300mg of Zoloft and 100mg of Trazadone. SO I did not renew my perscription. AHHH Mission accomplished. Knew those doctors were full of shit.. I felt fine. Happy. No one is gonna break me down. Found myself a new job.. Not after the worst morning ever... Runnin late the dog eats a hamster kids arent listening.. Having to explain what dead means.. as in GONE to heaven not to return.. OYE.. HA! Explain that to your new boss who jokingly says hey youre 2 mins early... Yeah... as I wipe the sweat from my brow,... Barely... BUT Things are happening.  Well.. that was of course up until this past Friday. Decided to go and see a friend "in town" (meaning victoria BC.. 45-50min drive to her place) Plan was to kick butt at wii and drink. Well the two of us went on a tare instead. Started at one pub. Drank 4 blue moon martinis, 2 jugs of draft beer. THEN figgured a good ole walk wont hurt no one.. They grab 12 beers and drink em. Every bus stop we stopped and chugged 1. 123 race me.. Soo lame I know.. But at the time it was amusing.. Clueless to anyone or anything around us. We turn the ole MP3 player on. Time to pee.. Now what? Stop at the next pub. More sour apple martini's.. More beer. Then it was time to buy MORE offsales. Oye.. You get the picture. Lost my girlfriend. No clue how. But I didnt come home with her. Drunk and her frantic boyfriend yellin at me.. WHERE is SHE?? No clue... Runs out drives around.. Comes back.. wheres the last place you saw her.. NO idea.. I knew where she was.. But I didnt. Couldnt find it if my life depended on things. Not to mention I wasnt about to say I left her with some guy hahahahahahaha.. She called my cell a few times I knew she was fine. Drove him 730 in the morn. Not so sure my mind was dethawed or not from the night before.. But I did it. The windy roads through the mountains didnt help either.. BLAH... Spent the day extrememly ILL on the couch.. What a waste.. Then the ole withdrawals for my meds kicked in.. MAN oh man.. So tomorrow I shall go and admit to the ole doc what a bad girl I have been.. and man did I have fun... hahahahaha.. Saw a WEEE bit of MtPockets in my blood this weekend.. Could that have been a high?? Could I be headed down the same road as he? After all he did say the apple didnt fall too far from the tree.. I cant say I disagree with him.. HAHAHA.. SOOO Now I have a job... Start this thursday.. BUT no damn childcare.. Cripes.. Will this crazy world ever end?? Stop the spinning I want to get off.. hahahahahaha Kiddin..  Well I dont think I have successfully dumped everything out all over this white screen.. But it deffinately worked to make the ole mind feel useful... hahahahahahahaha Good night all.. I have insomnia.. hmm another sign? of withdrawals from Zoloft.. Read its also worse then comin off of cocaine.. eye yi yi... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. anyways.. I do feel satisfied in typing away to myself in hopes it entertains some other crazy person lookin for bumble gum for the brain to pass the time bye.... I am off to tap my feet some more to some good tunes :)