i just wana...
i just wana scream...
i just wana cry...
i just want to feel wanted
i just want to feel something
i just want to live the way i know im supposed to
i just want to stop listening to other people....
but i kow i cant scream...crying will make me weak...no one wants me...my body is numb....i have to hide behind smiles so people dont ask questions...i have to listen because if i dont i get left behind...i sometimes feel like im living in a movie that someone else is controlling...sometimes im in an amazing mood and then something will turn me into a bitch..im losing everyone i love...and nothing is going the way it was supposed to...i just...
i just want to die.
i just wana cry...
i just want to feel wanted
i just want to feel something
i just want to live the way i know im supposed to
i just want to stop listening to other people....
but i kow i cant scream...crying will make me weak...no one wants me...my body is numb....i have to hide behind smiles so people dont ask questions...i have to listen because if i dont i get left behind...i sometimes feel like im living in a movie that someone else is controlling...sometimes im in an amazing mood and then something will turn me into a bitch..im losing everyone i love...and nothing is going the way it was supposed to...i just...
i just want to die.
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Don\'t!!!!! Please, please, don\'t. And you wont lose me. Not ever.
Crying doesn\'t make you weak, nor is it a sign of weakness. My parent\'s try to make me believe that lie. It\'s just not true. It\'s those who never cry or show any emotion are the ones that have the most problems or most messed up.