I just don't get it...

I'm sooo...not motivated. I don't like it, not a bit. I've had four days off work and accomplished nothing. Lots of sleep and staring at the the TV. I don't think I'm sad. I feel, I don't know defeated. I've not been successful in getting any housework done, bills paid, shopping, eating or exercising correctly etc... I'm sore and tired all the time. I think it's because I'm overweight and not motivated (laying-sitting around all the time). I wish there was a miracle answer, I'm sure there's not. :-( Maybe it's taking small steps which I've tried before but I never stick to them. Maybe I'm not trying the right things...I need help but I'm not even sure where to go for that. I like to do things on my own and don't like to ask for help. Even when I break down and am willing to ask I don't know what or who to ask. I know I'm the only one that can truly fix it but maybe I need a cheerleader or two!
(((hugs))) Kimby