I joined the YMCA

Yesterday I joined the YMCA, Im tired of being overweight and not liking how I look or how I feel when I walk to school.I about didn't join yesterday cause I first started out saying, as I always do " we can't afford it" which is not true cause we can. I get nerves when I go to new places by myself. So I told myself to stop it, I'll be fine.Since we moved here to San Antonio, all we do is drink and eat. I am getting bored of doing that.. lol and fat too.I have been having this need to do something in my life. I want to get involved in still at school, I need to work on myself right now..... My self esteem is hurting right now really bad, due to some issues at home.Sorry if I am all over the place... I am still half asleep. my hubby didn't come to bed till 4:30am and when he did I couldn't sleep anymore. I had to be up so I could eat before I go and work out. This is going to be great, last time I worked out I felt wonderful. Wish me luck..