I HOPE YOU FEEL THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR YOU

Stevan,

All I can think of today is hoping that you feel and hear how much we miss and LOVE you.  We are trying to step forward one step at a time but it is hard.  I thought about you all day today, yes I took today off work again as I haven't been able to sleep and yes I got that damn cursed window fixed today too.  Kyle just laughed at me when I told him about the window Just like his Papa ;).  Casey has picked out a star, I told her it was yours it twinkles and I told her that is you winking at her, so she winks back and tells you she loves you.  I even look up when I go out the back door to see if it is there, it is right out the back door above the neighbors house so when the sky is clear we can see it.  I told her this the week after you died and she has been doing it since then.  I hope you know that Stevan.  We all miss you terribly and I hope you are OK with what I am doing so far.  I need to know you are OK with the way I am handling things, Well I know you probably think I am spending too much money but really I am not, it is just things that we had talked about before you died and I was able to get things we needed. 
I hope you are OK, still waiting to dream about you and feel you here.
I LOVE YOU STEVAN
ALWAYS & ALWAYS
FOREVER & EVER
Laur

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xx beautiful