I heard her say MAMAMAMA

Well yesterday I vented about not being the first to hear her say mamama and about having to work.  I guess after thinking about this and then after hearing her say it to me I thought about the struggle that it took to have her and I thought how could I complain about having to work when I got her and for 5 yrs it took and she is here and is mine.  So what if I have to work I still am able to come home and be a mom.  I struggled to have her and I am complaining more.  What more can I excectp out of God he has been so good to me.  I will still do all that I can do to get myself out of debt and one day be able to go to part time or stay at home full time.  I just needed a wake up call I guess.