i haved missed everyone

I have just noticed that it has been close to 2 years since I journaled, about December of 2013, I fell and it caused my bulging disc to herniate, my health was not good enough to have back surgery to repair until this March, when they got into there the disc had  grown to the nerve, the surgery helped my back, but  it did not fix the nerve damage to my leg, and foot, which they say is permanent,it really don't matter what meds I take or diet I eat, or supplements, I realize that I am hopeless, I am just going to have to find a way to live with it. my anxiety is worse than ever, I used to find that journaling and talking with others on here helped me so I decided, that I will just have to get on here and do it, I helps to know that I am not the only one with this stuff, and it allows me to get my thoughts together in my mind, I have missed taking to my friends on here, and hope that you have not forgotten me.