I have no more words. Except I'm sick!!

The most worse feeling ever. I'm being tortured with my own thoughts. I'm guessing that's what it is. The feelings are incredibly horrifying. It doesn't just last a few moments or a few hour's. The moment I wake up it's straight anxiety through the whole day with peaks of about 4 to 5 panic attacks daily. I'm on Xanax. Does nothing. I've been on prozac, lexapro, serequel, if I spelled that right. And a few other's. Nothing helps. In the emergency room more times than the staff that work there. It's so very paralyzing I cannot get anything done.