I have got Bi Polar Disorder--Bi Polar number 2

I have got Bi Polar disorder.It is Bi Polar number 2.It is associated with mani and I have been doing a great deal of shopping.I am not any medication..but I am spending a great deal of money and I have realized that Frank is no longer here and I have realized that in life...things do happen.I have also realized that we cant blame things that happen on God..sometimes people are in the wrong place at the wrong time and we must realize sometimes that things do happen for the best.But losing Frank has really upset me and I cant talk to her...she is getting to be impossible but since she met this guy..she is like a little kid.Why do seniors go ga ga over these guys who are just using them? As for her..I no longer want to talk to her and I do want to be her friend..I have also realized something and I will say..I still love my first boyfriend and I dont know where he is..but i refuse to let him in my life now because he couldnt cope with the steps of bi polar.I wont let him be a nurse for me and i love all of you and remember in the coming months lets give Obama our support because we need the stimulus package and dont listen to these republicans because they stink !