i have failed you... it seems

tossing andturning wit the thoughts that i put in your head
for i do dread what you might do
i hope you wont follow the path that i lead
learn from me
learn from my mistakes
i dont want to be the one that showed you this
i dont want this guilt
i dont wat you tp be in pain
do as i say not as i do
you say you know
you say you wont
but i have heard this before
now look what has happened
you will be okay for the time being
but you dont see the harm that i see
you are blind
i will be kind...
ill let you do wat you want
for i do not know what to say
my words are bullets and knifes it seems
only causing harm it seems
u were fine it seemed...
i love you dearly
i want you to be healthy
i dont want this guilt
i want to live without this...