I have done crying by vader.......a book that I read

There is a great book out that I have read and it is called I have done crying.It is all about a womans struggle and it is fantastic.I do not know if it is in existence today but it has helped me and I am done crying.I cannot cry nomore.Brad is dead and I must accept it and I must accept the fact that towards the end of his tortured life he did not love me anymore and it would be over.I am grateful that I am alive.