i have a new blog. :)

i have a new blog. i love it! :)
http://lonelyinthemist.xanga.com/
hope everyone is doing ok. ive just decided that im not going to get hung up on my mentor friend anymore. its not worth it.
 

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Good for you, StaryNiteSky! Bless your heart!
Toni~AyniaNightFish...
....Family With My Beloved CroneLunaWulf And All Our Kindred Fur, Feather And Fin Spirits....
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I visited your blog. It\'s awesome, StaryNiteSky! Beautiful work done there. Thank you for sharing. :)
I know about those pervasive feelings of loneliness. I\'ve written a bit here on loneliness, the dynamic of it, some coping techniques.
I hope you\'re doing as okay as you can in this moment.
Brightest Blessings, \'An it harm none, Blessed Be.
Toni~AyniaNightFish...
....Family With My Beloved CroneLunaWulf And All Our Kindred Fur, Feather And Fin Spirits....
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Honey have you tried a therapist? I haven\'t had a chance to read all of your writings but from what I have read, it sounds as if you have deeply buried insecurities. You sound like a nice person who potentially has a lot of herself to share with someone. But it also sounds like that insecurity can be holding you back quite a bit and yes, maybe pushing people away as you suggested when you were worried you were annoying your friend. I urge you to seek mental health care--you have sooo many beautiful years ahead of you that can be satisfying and rich, but you may have to take some uncomfortable steps first. There is no shame in seeking professional help when you have no more avenues to get you where you want to go. It\'s kinda like a map. Please think about it. Message me if I can be of any other help. :0)