I have a bad attitude

I think I'm proud of it. I just can't take all these little trivial things seriously anymore. People seem to think that every little thing that happens to them is earth shattering. I don't, I've been through earth shattering and they have no idea.
An old friend of Abby's contacted me yesterday. She just heard. She's living in Germany and has been quite out of touch. She wants to know everything that has happened in the intervening years. I don't think I can do it. I don't think that I can relive all of that.
 
There are places I remember all my life, Though some have changed Some forever, not for better Some have gone and some remain. All these places have their moments Of lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life I loved them all. And with all these friends and lovers There is no one compares with you And these memories lose their meaning When I think of love as something new And I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life I loved you more. And I know I will never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life I loved you more In my life I loved you more.