I hate IT

I hate the fact that my Kenny is gone..as I know you all do too...for your child...
 
Some days it just seems almost too much to bear....
 
I hate it hate it hate it...
The life we did not choose..the life we did not want....I hate my life with my Kenny gone..
I can't seem to be or find a positive today...The Pain never ends....
Why were we given this road in this life...I don't know just know....I hate it..I will hate it tomorrow and until the day we will be together again...
I just hate that I can not change it...but would if I could...
Sorry all it's just a hard couple of weeks...
Love to you all.
Sandi