I hate you Endometriosis!

I hate it in the morning when I wake up and see how my day is going to be depending on the pain you are causing. Is it going to be just a mild or extreme roller coaster ride. When do I get off of this thing. How many doctors will this disease cause me to go visit for them to look at me with blank stares so I can go back to my OBGYN and tell him he is an idiot. I hate it when I have to tell my family I can't go on a bike ride because today you are causing me too much pain. I hate it when I have to look at my seven year old daughter play soccer and I can't go outside and kick the ball because YOU are stopping me. I hate it when I can't enjoy the family vacation or road trip because I'm having to suck up the pain you are causing me Mr. Endometriosis. Worried about not letting my family know that I'm over doing it and putting a smile on my face but you know what Mr. Endometriosis I'm fighting back no matter how much pain you are going to cause me today I'm going to enjoy every minute of watching my daughter grow up! When my doctors tell me I might not have another child I'm not going to let YOU win instead I'm going to go on an all out family vacation and forget that you are making the calls not me and my husband for any future children. I'm not going to allow you to cause me to have another depressed day where I think the world is closing in on me. Because I was lucky enough to have one beautiful daughter and so what if we might not be the average 2.5 child family in America. We are going to be one awesome family because I'm not going to allow this stupid disease take over my life and cause me to be another day depressed and down on myself.