I hate titling these

Well nothing too spectacular happening here. Though, I do have a couple of updates: one, I had a job interview! yay! Two, I'm slowly recovering from Aunt Joyce's funeral. Those are good things I think. I mean Ive been writing more and more lately, but at the same time it's weird because I haven't been feeling better with the more I write. Now, every time I write, It's like it causes me to think more not less. Defeating the purpose I guess, but curing one thing.... my need to get some things out of my head.  For those of you who know me, you know I have the memory of an alzheimer's patient, on a bad day.  Sooo when I was asked recently to remember specific events, I wound up hurting someone's feelings because I couldn't remember. I have a horrible memory! it isnt an excuse, it's just true. Its so hard for me to remember anything. How do I fix this? How do I make it all better? I have horrible memory, I really don't remember the event, I don't know how to make it better.  HElp? How do i make this right?