I hate this soooo much :(

I am so sick of this. I feel so weird, like i am going to go insane or something. I really hate this feeling. It's scary, and i wish it would just go away. I am terrified. I feel like nothing i type makes sense, and i feel like nothing i am reading makes sense either..Why wont this feeling just go away? Because thatd be wonderful if it was completely gone and never came back again. Im so scared and fed up with the feeling.. I just hope i am not psychotic :(