I hate Tetracycline

been on it for about a month now. taking 3 capsules 2x a day which is def not something my body is use to. I'm feeling sick to my stomach all the time. last week at work during a double I got to the point where I could barely stand, let alone walk, it hurt so much, thought I was having an appendix attack. eventually it went away. but I'm so tired of feeling sick, especially while I'm working.
I'm missing dance like crazy. I strapped on my pointe shoes today and I just started crying. and I haven't been able to stop all day. I miss it so freaking much it's killing me. it most def isn't helping my depression situation right now.
everything hurts. last night at work it got to the point where I was limping due to my knee and ankle. and today, my shoulder. the Lyme has been taking a huge toll on me and I don't know how much more of this I can take. it's been almost 4 years of none stop pain. I'm so done with this ='(