I hate this.

I hate this. For the past few days, i have been extremely spacey and having a hard time concentrating and thinking. It's very irritating. I think it's because of all the built up stress from the stroke fear and migraine fear and from keeping that secret in about what my sister did to me. I don't think i can do this anymore. I need to tell someone and come out about it. I am sick and tired of feeling this way every single day. Maybe i should send that letter to my aunt, maybe that will be the start of something good. I really dont know. All i know is if i keep keeping this secret to myself, i am going to get so spacey to the point where i wont even be able to think at all and that is not good.