I hate stress

 Sad to say, my pain levels are up and so is my anxiety.I think all the crap with Dale is starting to catch up with me.  I love him to bits, but he is so frustrating.  The minute I walk in the door he is here, 5 minutes behind me.  I just need some me time.  If he would only get a job!!!!   Then he gets the wounded eyes look if I'm crabby...... even though I try not to be.I guess it's not just him.  Work is becoming more and more stressful.  I wrote a 3 page report to the Board of Management about - basically telling them they need to pull their heads out of their arses and support the staff.  It probably won't make any difference, but hey I'm trying.  I just feel so frustrated.  I want to make a difference, but I don't think I can.  And the thing is, I probably won't even have a job when the new ppl take over.  So it's time I spent more effort on getting my business off the ground and up and running.  I did spend a bit of time on my website over the weekend trying to fix the one page that won't link for some bloody reason, but still haven't worked it out - grrrrr.Today I'm going to work on my business cards and a business plan - in between resting.  I really need to just chill today.Rick is home, but he'll sleep for a while cos he didn't get in until after 2.30am from working in town - so he's trashed.  I was hoping for the day alone. Ha - keep hoping girl. Ah well, such is life.Hope you're all doing good. 

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I am so sorry that you are hurting and that youare under so much stress. Hang in there.
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Don\'t kids ever grow up??? Even though they get older they still need their Mum :) I second the notion that you get your own business up and running, and expend your precious energy wisely. Winter is such a bummer with the pain, you really need a break girl.