I hate my life
Here is me being negative...yes I know but O really hate my life right now while he is whistling along and seemingly be happy. WTF! I hate this hospital I'm going to be working at for prob a short time bec how do I tell them or what do I say that I got a full time job. at orientation and I just want to leave.
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I\'m confused... you have a new job and you just started a job?
On the over-all feeling about your entry... please rest assured that we all hate our lives from time to time.... I\'m hating mine right now, cause I can\'t get well! I live scared and can\'t seem to get it out of the back of my mind!
Hugs sweetie... it will get better! ;-)
He seems happy now (and probably is on some level) but what happens when reality takes the place of the fantasy the two of them have built. Two people who both clearly have issues (and baggage) from their first marriages hooking up before they were free to do so...I\'m betting it doesn\'t end happy. I doubt either one of them will be faithful.
Just worry about healing yourself and getting everything in order to get away from him. Karma will take care of him and the ho in time.
I keep thinking that...karma will be a bitch but he will have his one true love...his money because he makes a ton of it and his freedom to do what he wants when he wants....but (and mark my words it will come from me) his kids will know when they are old enough to process it. Then they can decide.