i HATE my body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went shopping today with my friends and we went shopping for bras.....none of them fit the way i wanted them to....i saw my body in the mirror and i HATE my body!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like i wanna start an eating disorder to try and lose weight faster....i don't wanna be this way!!! i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE my body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i HATE the way i look!!!!!!! i just wish i was skinnier!!!

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Don\'t start an eating disorder trust me...it is the last thing you want to do. I wasted eight years in and out of hospitals because of my eating disorders. I still have them and unfortunately I will probably have those issues for the rest of my life. I have to take 15+ pills a day to keep my body balanced and go to the doctor every other week for a check up to make sure everything is okay.