i hate most of my family
i hate most of my family because they treat like the black sheep of the family and i hate it and wish they fucking wake and stop i hate that they are stupid and cant read up on the dam disorder so that would understand i little bit you know what i mean
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I know exactly what you mean. My BF thinks I use my illness as an excuse sometimes, I think. Why would I want to be irritable and moody? I wouldn\'t! I want to be able to sleep and function like people without a mood disorder but I was born this way.
Buy a book on bipolar and just leave it somewhere out in the open where a family member might get curious and read it. DO NOT ASK them to read it. Just pretend you are reading it.. They\'ll get curious and read it when you aren\'t looking, I promise.
Yeah!!! Wouldn\'t you like to slap a little BP on them for even a couple of hours -- both the bad and the good of it -- and THEN see what they think!!!!?
Ha!!!! It would probably take them a week to get over even that little taste of it!!!!
Did you ever consider dragging any of them along to the doc with you and letting the doc try to talk some sense of understanding into them? Stress the seriousness of it!!!!? Or would that just be a waste of time, too?
I don\'t like to see you hate them, because hating someone prevents you from being as happy as is possible.
Consider just thinking of them as uncaring assholes who can\'t be bothered to even try understanding what life is like for you, much less try to help make it easier for you -- but see if you can do it without bothering to hate them. I guess it\'s more like just \'dismissing\' them. (The way they dismiss US, LOL!!!) Hate is an emotion that adds to the pain that you feel.
I\'m so sorry to see your red face, honey. (((((Hugs)))))
I wish you could just be a regular young man, going out and having fun and not having to deal with such serious matters.
Be kind to yourself. It\'s all the more important that you do so, if the ones who should be doing it are not!!! And hang around here, where others \'get it\'!!!
I\'m sorry to hear about your family.... I know it can be tough. But be strong! You have others that care and understand.
its kinda hard to drag anyone to anything when they all live 8 hrs away of which i am glad in a way