I hate hormones

I had a pretty good day yesterday, however today is another story. I woke up early to make it to the clinic for the u/s. I waited an hour then finally she called me in. There were  alot of women there waiting. The technican told me that I had some fibroids...so that put me in a depressive mood. I know that yesterday I had the attitude that I could not care less, but today I really do care. I drove home in a funk. I was hoping that mass would be enlightening, but instead I just observed a lot of new borns with their families and it made my depression worse. I finally got the call from the clinic and my doctor was upset because I did not the do the blood test today. I told her that the nurse told me yesterday that I did not need one...so off to the drug store I went for a pregnancy test...and of course it was negative. So I can start the Letrozole tonight then I have to remember to call the office in the moring with the results that the pregnancy test was negative.I just wish that my horomones would stop highjacketing my emotions. I liked how I felt yesterday...more carefree and less depressed. I guess in a few days I will back to normal and these jealous emotions will go.