I had forgotten

Thanks to the amazing people here who reached out to me. You have restored my faith in humanity. I've been living in such a dark place, a place full of pain both emotional and physical, I've shed so many tears. I've felt like I was a bad person because of these people, and not being able to get the medical care I so desperately need has been about more than I could stand. But I reached deep down inside me and found the strength to keep trying, to keep that glimmer of hope. And I discovered DailyStrength.
My physical pain is paralyzing. So sharp, so intense. I am always so nervous because of this. I must find a way to find the medical attention I so desperately need. My hands are deformed and are increasingly difficult to use. Constant pain to this degree has got affect the mind. How can it not?....But I am feeling better now that I know I am not completely alone anymore. Hugs to everyone.

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stevebhopes
stevebhopes

My dear friend your post here brought tears to my eyes. How thankful I am that some fresh hope has come to your weary heart. How I pray it rises up to be a wellspring that can sustain you as you suffer so terribly. How I earnestly pray you will find a way to get the help you so deserve. Wish I could help somehow!
alflower256
alflower256

How precious you are, my friend. Your heartfelt words have brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for caring. Your prayers are welcomed. It\'s just been so bad here I honestly began to believe everyone was like these people. I feel like I\'ve been living a bad dream and now I am finally awakening. It feels like a breath of fresh air. God bless you, Steve.