I had a epiphany yesterday and it feels good

 Yesterday when I left the office the sun was shining and it hit me like a ton of bricks! I’ve been searching my heart for why I miscarried twice. And it was revealed to me while earnestly seeking God, no test, no testimony. We all have a purpose in life, and I believe my ministry is to minister to women through my experience about miscarrying. Although I’m still on the “test” side, I am still hopeful that I will have a testimony one day about my experiences leading up to having a baby. I had to trust God through not one loss but two, and it has been one of the biggest test of my life. I’m doing my best to not worry about tomorrow, and claim in advance the future with happiness and fruitfulness for me. We should up lift one another through each other’s testimony. One day I will share my testimony , my story and how God has sustained me.