I gotta find a way
How could I still feel as though I love him. I have been with him and supported him through the most troubling times when it was very hard on me. He has so many mental issues like jealousy, ignorance, communication (with everyone), I see so many signs of why we shouldn't be. He has brought out the ugly in because of how ignorant and inconsiderate he is, yelling cussing and name calling which is not me. All I ask of him was to be a better man treat me better and I would do the same but the reality is I don't know if he even knows how to treat me. So when he got on his feet he walked away saying the arguing is his reasons when he is usually the cause with his mental issues. How betrayed I feel I wish this would've happened before we had a son and I saw all the signs, but I guess Aj was my gift from all of this. I have gotta find a way to make peace with this change and accept what I cannot change and find the strength to move on. But where do I start?
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Just realize he has an ugly soul. You deserve someone that brings out the best in you. Who has a beautiful soul as yourself.
Start by becoming independant. Get more people to help you out with your situation. Talk to people on the best ideas of where to live ie either with a friend or with family, so cycles don\'t develop where you guys try to get back together off and on. Then try working on being you and do things that are fun with your family and your child.
you should visit the emotional abuse group, all the same stuff you went thru