I give up

Living here was not the smartest decision I have ever made. I am doing my best to put my life together and make something of myself. Not long ago it got so bad around here that I not only put a knife to my wrist I pulled it across. I am tired of everything I do being wrong. I work my butt off these days to get the education that I want. I am 32 and decided to go to CNA classes. It's not the greatest job out there but it is in nursing and that's something I have always wanted to do. So far my grades are the highest in the class yet that's not good enough for anyone. I am ready to give up on it all. I have so far been able to pretty much hide the place on my wrist and those who do know about it only want to know when it waas done. So I know I am not paranoid when I say noone cares.