I give up, you win today

I give up.  The day is gone now.  I'm not even going to pretend that I'm strong and capable or that I can do this.  I give up for today.  I'm going to give in and just give up and sit here and cry.  Not one person even tried to understand.  But then no one ever does try.  I've found that most people never ever try to care or understand or sympathize; it's just beyond them.  Maybe if they cared about me, then they might have to care about themselves too and they can't face that in the mirror, I don't know.  I just know I'm disappointed in all of them today, every single person I called friend.  You know all it really would have taken was for someone to say "I'm sorry you're upset."  Just one person probably would have tipped the scales.  What is it with people that a simple act of sympathy is beyond them.  They can give me ten fucking thousand reasons why I shouldn't be upset, but they can't understand for one second why I am.  Gods, I'm sorry I ever had any of your backs.  I'm sorry for every I'm sorry I ever uttered to any of you.  I'm sorry I ever gave a rats ass about you.  Apparently THAT is how the world works now days.  I'm gonna go hug the dog now.