i fucken hate you
just have to figure out when it will be my turn to be happy ... one day i will be ok and look back and nevr wantto talk to him again and when he has nothing i will have evrything and he will be sorry one day he willl be very sorry he will get his karma for using me and abusing me i kno it it just has to happen ... i m a good person i really am but i amd using my grandma for her money and lyinh about school i hate myself i want to die no wonder bad stuffs happenign to me i am taking advatage of someone who has all been there for me thru everythung and i have ruined everything ... no wonder i am gettting the shit end .... why am i such a bad personnnnn ughhhh someone jsut kill me plwaseeee ..... i cant take this anymore ..... i just wish some thing good would happen in my life ughhhhhhh how much more do i needd totell myself that he is not happy ughhhh not with meeeeeee ughhhh i will become something and someone eventually and everything will be ok it has to
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i can\'t believe he is not loving you! you are gorgious! man, is he on drugs???? stop talking about killing yourself, you have not experience true pain yet in your young life! you are only 21... i\'ll help you through this if no one will...i hate to see a beautiful young lady being treated so badly...
its my own fault ... giving him evrything i can even tho i am not the girl he shares his lips with anymore .... i dont want to live with out him .... u dont know im sooo iin lvoe with him and he hates me
girl, i do know how you feel, to be totally in love with someone and they don\'t love you back. it\'s heartbreaking cuz there\'s nothing on there end and all you do is think about the other person each passing minute hoping that he/she would call or stop in...stop cutting yourself up...give it some time and there are guys out there that would die to treat you like a queen and take care of all your needs...hang in there...talk to me anytime you need to....i\'ll be here for you k.