i found my old enemy

today i found my old enemythis enemy lies inside of meshe scares me soto the point where i dont knowwhether or not i should let gosometimes she seems like my only friendother times i wish her voice would stop-endshes so nice, but shes so meanshes impossiblly real it seemsshes the opposite of everythingbut so much the same that i want to screamshes someone u cant rely onbut shes ur only choiceur only voiceur only helping handthe only one thatll help u standbut then she goes and pushes u downu cant move, she doesnt make a soundshes the kind who doesnt apologizeshes the kind that u despise nothing i do can seem do get rid of uplease just go awayanother word, please dont sayget rid of this voice inside of my headi wish this voice were deadcant stand to have it aroundcuz its always bringing me downshh dont make another sound