I finally stood up for myself

I told them not to bother my mother with the pettiness of my place not being clean with five minutes notice, and how I do not appreciate it i understand that when the men come in I have never had a problem but when I first wake I can't form a sentence so the first thing i burted out was im contagious i dunno if its airborn enter at your own risk dont touch anything but the thoromastae,  he left not wanting to come in so i was blamed, and finally got the recogonishion I desirve for paying my rent on time before its often due thanks to my co signer i have never had an issue that caused me so much stress in my life because of the heating system i live in a heating and plumbingagency thats why im so ironically moryoxine sttrested to the mash they been very good to me, new carpets new cabnets new fridge but it seems to take forever bu the time its fixed its gonna be time to put the air on and I already cost my momma money and them im sure they arent happy about by wasting this heating eissues, what i dont understand is how a business can be opened till 1974 and keep me suffering so long when im the best tennents and i live on top of  afire hassard ever since i was little and began an accidental fire its scared me relaisticly and the way she has her crap packed youd be shcoked how they let hit go to prevent her from packing in more stuff i left a note to leave my shelfs open i have four ty books i want to donate to the purple heart nad my startwars collection is down there. I donty have much But what I have makes me happy. I just want to be comfortable in my own home is that too much to ask when my rent is 650 and started out five hundred? NOT FAIR NOT FAIR I also want to share an act of kindness I did for someone once.;

  NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER EVER.
one day it was a beautiful day I was having a paticular difficult time limping from my thearpy appointment earlie that day that I had a seizure on the way home. I was almost hit by a car, and stuck out my middle finger because I was in the middle of a crosswalk. In cny case i had the right away. So I followed her. She went to the hospital, and I waited about two hours for her to come out always carying a book with me, as I read. It was a nice day so I waited for a good damn reason. This was the secatary where I went at the time to get help and learn from masters degrees on how to handle my illness. I waited untill she returned with her children to apologize. I did not want her children to think white people are men or devils nad I apoligized to the children asking to shake each of their hand. She said, "Heidi I will never judge abook by its cover again. I wwas in a rush to visit my man who just got out of a coman and I huged her so sorry for giving the middle finger, even though I was sorta right. But I was so happy to hear her news, and that she was kind enough to offer me a ride, I said nno I live right around the corbner, and naytime I can get fresh air, I do so not afraif od the open space but the people who have hurt me in it. Now with my apoligigy set I will never forget the happiness I felt that day afterwards, still glad I taught her al lesson that Idesire to live, and realized my mistake. Ithis is true.