I feel wonderful!!

I had a therapy session today with my therapist.  She is the best therapist, for me, in the whole entire world.  She did EMDR with me this evening.  Something clicked and it worked because I am without pain for the first time this evening and I have been floating on cloud nine ever since I left her office.  I have never felt this good.  After having an appointment with my therapist, I went over to the library for yoga meditation.  I felt very relaxed and even better.  I was so happy.  The next session of yoga is right before my surgery.  My husband is pissed that my therapist is coming to visit me before surgery.  What he is jealous about I have no idea.  He is mad that my friend Melissa and my parents are also going to be up there.  He said that all these people do not need to be up there.  Hello, it is my surgery and I can have whoever I want to have up at the hospital.  I told him tonight that I don't even want him up there.  Then after he realized that he couldn't cut me down tonight, he went after our youngest verbally and called her fat because she wanted a low fat yogurt before bed.  I don't believe in sending a kid to bed hungry.  She started crying and I felt very pissed.  Who in the heck does he think he is.  I am not going to let him hurt me verbally and I am surely not going to let him hurt my daughter.  It is making it easier everyday to get up the courage to call that lawyer to file for a divorce.  I am not worried anymore about the surgery, losing the house, or living by myself.  I have changed for the better and I am a new person.  I don't need someone who is going to bring me down.  I have way too much to live for.  I am going to recover and get back to work.  I owe it all to my wonderful therapist.  I wish I could clone her and share her with the world.  She has so much positive energy to help people.