I feel that Im healing

Its been almost 2-months since my second miscarriage. I guess the good news is that I’m still here to try again. I have my good days and bad days. Next weekend I have a challenge. I’m going on a trip with my friends and one of them is pregnant. And of course that is all she can talk about.
I believe with God and time I’m healing. I won’t never forget my loss. Those angel babies will always hold a special place in mommy’s heart. And I believe they give me strength too although we are apart. I have not done it yet, but my goal this week is to write a journal entry dedicated to my babies. When the initial miscarriage happened, I couldn’t see beyond my anger. Now I’m looking for hope and answers. Some answers I may never find, but one things for sure is that hope is all I have. So I’m sticking with hope.
And this group has been very instrumental in my healing too:)

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hope2012
hope2012

Afterthought: God knows that 2012 is connected to my healing.
Elliepp
Elliepp

Good luck with your trip. While its difficult to be around pregnant women, just think, that will be you soon. Be happy for your friend and if she is a good friend tell her about your miscarriage. Some how a lot of us think that when we have a miscarriage we are supposed to keep silent about it. I told some key friends so they could understand my moods. Its made me feel so much better. Hugs
hope2012
hope2012

Thank you Elliepp. I survived my trip:) I\'m praying I get to the point to where I can share my miscarriage experiences and hopefully it will help someone else.
Elliepp
Elliepp

Sometimes just even talking about it for a few minutes can bring you such comfort. :) Only when you are ready. And trust me sharing your experience with someone here will make both of you feel so much better.