I feel so alone :(

I feel so lonely all the time. I don't have any friends, except for my "best friend" who laughs at things that bother me. I honestly don't even know why we are friends anymore... it's probably because she's all i have and if i stop being friends with her, ill have no one. Nobody else talks to me.... not even her sometimes.

I feel like no one likes me and like i am a waste of space to everyone, and i just annoy everyone. I always try my best to be a good friend and then i get ignored and im always a back up....and the friends i have are all online... except for my "best friend". Even then me and her don't see each other.... even though we live 15 minuets away from each other. It's so hard to be here.,.. I go on Facebook all the time in hope that someone will talk to me... but it never happens... when i try to talk to them, i end up ignored... It hurts... they post photos with their friends, talk about how great their friends are.... but what am i to them.... nothing.

Honestly... the only thing i have to turn to lately is music, the bands i listen to... they keep me going... especially when i feel like ending it all. I can't tell anyone enough how much they have helped me get through my days & nights... no one would understand and they dont even try. Without those bands, i'd be dead right now... i would have been dead months and months ago,

I wish i didnt feel this lonely... it honestly makes me wanna end everything...