i feel rather alone

i know ppl suffer some of things i have but ist phisicly  in persion that s the trobble  i cant find any one who is aslo in my posion suffering from dyslexia 
at times that lonlyness hurts the most im not saying i the onyl one in the world that suffers from it but the same time   it be nice to have some one sit right next to me  or even in the same room  and can honestly say i understand  i know  what you been throo was help and i understand the fear  of ur dyslexia and so forth understand
i should not live a live where all the ppl around me cant undersstand   or  support me in such way that ppl can understand i should nto feel alone becase of it  but so far it has been that way im right now  would be crying if my body was phiscly able to   but right now all i feel is deep apin and anger and extreamly hars emoptinaly suffering