I feel numb.

I am so tired of my anxiety constantly leaves me feeling numb and tired. I am having a good day. I went to a 6 am work out at my martial arts gym and it felt really great! But why is it I have chest pressure and feel completely numb. I can play it off like I am happy and everything but then inside I just do not feel present. I wish I could just find some life in me. I miss feeling like the world was on my side rather than against me. I really just want my therapy session to come fast tomorrow. I have so much I need to say.