I feel like I am suffocating

This past week I don't know I kind of lost it I am having my downward emotion, but I think its because I am tying to get everything together.  I got the papers to fill out for family court, and its hard to fill it our so you don't get screwed.  and I have to seriously think about selling the house and getting that ready now, which my son is very upset about. The house is falling apart and I have to sell before its really bad. I can't afford to fix everything that needs to be done.  Its just that everything is just piling on and its hard when its all at once. I wish  I could be  the one to not have a care in the world.  Oh I know someday I can look back on this when it is all said and done, and it will have all fallen together where it should. I hope anyway and I hope it is soon.