I feel like I am losing my mind

For the last two years I have been hyper focused on maintaining my facade. The facade that I am still okay. I have this imaginary clock in my head. The thunderous ticking down with that incessant movement of time. Yet somehow I have been able to turn off the noise. In my head, I unplugged the clock. That damn ticking was driving me mad.
My friends and family that I haven't called or spoken too. Too me I still think I just spoke to them. Months feel like a few days. Years feel like a couple of months. My comfort level with friends from years ago may seem inappropriate. To me it feels natural.
Ms has robbed my brain of the sense of time passing.
It has also changed the way I perceive information.
My mouth that barely had a filter. Now has none.
Today I spoke with an old friend. For me, it was like I had spoken to her yesterday.
For her, she was like... What the hell is she talking about?
Then it hit me!
My ms has warped my thoughts.
Not everyone thinks like that.
I had to explain why I acting like we talk everyday.
Wow!
I'm going to be that crazy lady... At least I'll be funny.