I feel like giving up
I am.glad this is a place where I can vent. I have gone through SO many changes over the past few months. The friends I'd lived with for 9 years are moving out to Portland OR. I had been invited to go with them. But I decided I wanted to stay here where you do see the sun more often.
I had to find a new place to live. I had two neighbors who said I could stay with them. One changed her mind. The other I had watched her cats while she was gone. That is how I know her. I moved in with her on May 25th. On May 30th she went away on business to Botswana. She is coming back this Fri. I didn't have to pay rent this month cause of my caring for the cats and the house. But I just started a job with home depot two weeks ago. I don't know how she'll feel.when I tell her I can't pay the amt of money she wants.
I am.scared. My only other option is to move in with a friend in Nebraska or to Florida to be closer to my brother. Not sure what I will do. But I just don't feel like going on anymore it's too hard :(
I had to find a new place to live. I had two neighbors who said I could stay with them. One changed her mind. The other I had watched her cats while she was gone. That is how I know her. I moved in with her on May 25th. On May 30th she went away on business to Botswana. She is coming back this Fri. I didn't have to pay rent this month cause of my caring for the cats and the house. But I just started a job with home depot two weeks ago. I don't know how she'll feel.when I tell her I can't pay the amt of money she wants.
I am.scared. My only other option is to move in with a friend in Nebraska or to Florida to be closer to my brother. Not sure what I will do. But I just don't feel like going on anymore it's too hard :(
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Dear Lily, never lose hope, our dear friend. things are gonna be ok, and with each day, will come more clear focus, of a beautiful future :) i know it\'s been rough for you lately, but remember, the progress you\'re making, that\'s your heart, and Strength! :) You\'ve had a big time, with moving, plus, you got a new job, you are settling into your new life now :) i know it may be a bit unsettled for you lately, but look at this time, as a new chapter in your life :) you have so much to look forward too :) you know you always have our support, and and comforting care :) i\'m sending lots and lots of love, and our best well wishes, for healing, and comfort :) Friends always :) You take good care of yourself, your health, is #1 , and we care deeply about you friend :)
Hi - I know it\'s scary but have you considered looking into renting a room - a lot of people will rent a room where you have full access to the house or some even have like a basement so you will have living quarters where utilities are included. Just something to consider. Even me, I have a room-mate because I can\'t afford to live alone. How much can you pay that would include utilities per month? You can message me, if you want. It will be ok, just sometimes we can\'t see it when where in the middle of it all. I\'ll be thinking of you-hugs!