i feel bum today

i feel bum to day because  12 year ag o from tto day date i got marriend  but now i feel like cry all day to day i know i got to get over it  i though i would end up her it fair she did not i try but i did this is hard  i know still young still get remarry but this is not it right this i feel cheated out of sometging how do you move  onafter  this time it just painful