I feel blue

I normally am so strong but I'm just so tired of being strong. I'm mentally tired of doing this day in and day out. I'm pissed that the bf threw in the towel for reasons that make no sense. I just want someone else to take the reins for a while and tell me to relax that they have it all under control. I really thought he could be the one. I guess my idea of compatability is shot to hell. I guess this is a delayed reaction.

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arthursmum
arthursmum

god - having obsessive thoughts... and feeling panicky.. i\'m wondeirng if it\'s anticipation of sunday dinner with the family ... i so hate this i wish it would stop.
deleted_user
deleted_user

You are on your own only if you choose to be, we are here to help in any way we can, and if you believe it read some of the people who have the SAME story????
You are not alone and this is going to pass, IF, you don\'t fight it and let it just be what it is NOT...anxiety is not going to make you go crazy, loose it, die or anything else, it is only going to live on FEAR, the more fear you give it the stronger it gets, so learn what it takes to get thru this and stop FIGHTING it...
you can and will recover from this, I have it everyday, evry morning and it last about 3-6 hrs and then goes away if I takes my meds. Do you see a Doctor?
arthursmum
arthursmum

I do see a doctor. It\'s helping.