I Dreamed Last Night..........
that I was at a basketball game and it was almost Valentines day. I was in my cousin's small country town. I had said hello to a person that I did not know the week before. He was a stranger to me and I was just being kind.
So... as I sat at the ball game, my cousin came up and brought me a valentine. But she had a strange look on her face. She was delivering it for someone else. Then the valentines starting coming hand over fist.... BUT they were all awful. They were accusing me of having an affair with this person I had smiled and said hello to. It was then telling me I was probably knocked up. I was given vulgar pictures of me and this person. Terrible words were written to me bc of me smiling. They were all very over reactive, mean, accusatory, ridiculous, unnecessary and shameful to me. I gathered them up and took them to the lunchroom (weird).
I decided to leave the situation but I took the cards with me. I did not leave them there for anyone else to see bc i was embarassed.
I asked someone to go get my mom please bc I was ready to leave and the ballgame was over. She did not come. So i asked them to go get my dad. He finally came bc my mom was too busy socializing and talking to everyone at the ballgame. When my dad finally came, he had a hand full of valentines too. They were mean, accusatory and false crap written on them about him as well. They were ridiculous. But we stood there with our "valentines" ... neither one of us could make sense of them . They were full of lies and meanness and just like we were the target of someone else's meanness and cruelty. My mother never did come. She never appeared. We were on our own trying to pick thru the senselessness of it all...
It was very painful and hurtful for both of us.
And I had vowed I would never go back there, even though family was there and i would be leaving them behind.
Hmmm.... i will have to pray for an interpretation of it all.
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Hello ginger soul. Hope you're doing well. I will read through your dream several times and see what I pick up. I'm a big dreamer too and try to analyze them. Over the years I have dreamt things that were happening in reality. I have an old friend who calls me the Dream Queen because I would dream things about him that I couldn't have known. One time he was living in Japan and I dreamt of the building and numerous cats around it. When he returned to Australia he said the building he lived in, was just like I saw in my dream and yes there were heaps of cats hanging around it.
My mother would dream of things before they happened , and often not such nice things. She didn't know how to accept it and she called them premonitions. It was all a regular part of our childhood.
It seems that that emotion for you connected to the valentine cards is neglect and feelings of being unloved and feeling unworthy because the cards are critical and hurtful. You need to be loved and appreciated and you are not being treated in the manner that you long for and given the romance you need. The desire to receive it elsewhere plays in your mind .Your husband is playing a strong part here although not present in your dream. You wanted the cards to express your goodness and love but they were a bitter disappointment and emotionally painful. The connection here is your husband's lacking and the absence of your mother to rescue you and nuture you when you needed her. Your father having the same experience with the cards is the expression of your emotion for his suffering from again ....your mother's negligence. You feel that both you and your father have been and still are emotionally abandoned. Love to you ginger.xoxoxo
Wow what an interpretation. I hope that it truly helped to you Ginger
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