i dont want to drag anyone down

just like the title says, i know im the bad guy (I literally do not want to be) and i know im a verry negitive person so all that being said probabbly best if i just try to keep myself isolated live in the shadows or background cause i just do not want to hurt anyone or bring anyone down. yup im pretty messed up, then why am i even on here in the first place i dont know........... sorry i even bothered joining the site it was a mistake