I dont want to do this anymore

I just dont want to do this anymore. I really dont i am not ready for this and i cant do it. My sadest day other than what is going on now was the day that my mom and dad told me that thay were going to split up. Now I am going to have to do the same thing to my 2 wonderful littles girls and the little one wil do just destoyed by all of this and i cant see her in that pain IT WILL KILL ME inside more than this is   oh i cant do this anymore