I dont know what to think

So since im like one day away fromgetting my results from teh doctor and Im not taking any home early result pregancy test i dontknow what to think. im leaning towards that im not prego. But who knows. I asked james if my boobs look bigger and he said my left one does? What!!!!!???? So i think thats funny. They are sore but that could be the progesterone. I cant wait for that phone call. If its negative that ok-- i will survive it just means not this month. We are having people over tomorrow night for dinner and to hang out. They are freinds of James that just got married. We have had them over a few times but i guess they are having marriage problems. James is trying to help. You know because with our almost a year of marriage under our belt we know what we are doing. HAHAHA ya right. The first 6 months were the worst. Marraige is not like you think it will be and nothing like what you dreamed about when you were a little girl. ITs SUPER SUPER hard but well worth it. So i bought 2 copies of teh Love dare to keep and give to someone when i felt they needed it. Well this morning it came to me that they do. SO im going to tell James to give it to his friend. Me and teh friends wife are not super close or anything. We talk when they guys get togther but we dont go out shopping or anything like that. So its not like i can tell give her advice. Besides i dont know if she knows that her hubby has been confiding in my hubby.  Anyways thats all for now!!! baby dust