I don't know what to do about my future

I asked a girl in another state if her case worker could tell her about some blue collar job connections, maybe I can avoid college. I owe Salt Lake Community College 4800 and if I want my credits to transfer, but also in her state community college is free. Some jobs require that you have a car...

So it seems I may be saving up to move out of state, pay off SLCC and maybe get a car. HA I only make 15.00 an hour. I'm living with my mom but still. 15.00 an hour 40 hours a week....... How much to save a month.... Some blue collar high paying jobs don't need college. I was going to choose to be a nurse but every one I talk to says it's impossible if you have a full time job. I might not qualify for student loans anymore.. so Utah college might be out of the question..... I keep going in circles feeling screwed. My mother is going to die someday and Utah is not habital place for a person like me the rent and everything else is ridiculous. I'm surprised I'm not a drug addict at this point.